3:33 p.m. - 2003-12-20
someone tell me why
body still respindling after the weeks of procrastination and pseudo-stress. mostly i'm relaxed but little bent things keep sliding to the surface, headaches and backaches and such, pent-up pains not felt in the past month, asserting themself once i let myself relax long enough that my body is tricked into thinking it won't kill me.
but i am getting little things done every day. cd work, music tinkerings, room cleanings. that feels okay.
can't figure out why i'm writing this. silly.
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