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3:43 a.m. - 2005-02-10 at least i managed to not feel utterly out of my element as has been the general feeling in "out" social situations of late. i held down a few genuine, grown-up conversations including one with a onetime rabid crush object. so maybe i'm getting along better than it would seem from my grumpy, tired old man feelings at kerry's birthday party last week. there is however the fear that i will turn into a being similar to that tall guy with glasses and no moves whose life seems to revolve around karaoke. since apparently one of this man's nicknames is "Old Addison" i am probably already on the course for disaster. so maybe i'm not one HUNDRED percent with my current lifestyle. what i need is a band. maybe tomorrow night at go bar i should step up my efforts to recruit the New Natassia? � � |