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2:41 a.m. - 2005-06-14
hippie trail, head full of zombie
perhaps i am starting to bottom out on athens after all. even a day with something like three trips to the pool, two books finished, some lyrics written, and two hours of jamming on the piano feels somehow unfinished and/or wasted. failing to get out to the Y probably is part of that. i would have made it if kelli hadn't stopped by to visit, but that was too welcome and worth it to turn down.

however, i think it's all just the summertime blues. many conversations have made clear the need for some sort of exciting summerbabe to bring things into focus. ironically enough, it seems clear only now that in some ways winch was the perfect match. actually, that was clear even in the past, but only to me. now she seems to know it too, but she's in new york and i am not one of those freaky internet long distance relationship freaks. not anymore anyway.

the apartment is looking good.

anyway the thing is i can't really get up much excitement about anything else i could do with my life at this point. i am committed in a foggy way to doing the whole grad school thing but this does not really command my attention for long unless i think about doing it in some exotic place. i'm going to go see if there are any architecture schools in australia, before i go to bed.

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