3:11 p.m. - 2003-05-03
i was hoping we could be creamy together
back pain drain, goin' insane. dancing comes close to getting me at that point which is really far from myself and also really inside myself, which is good - but in the morning my back is always shocked and shattered. i need to start swimming again and get it built back up - is ramsey open in the summer?
passed through four different one-sided conversations in the sci li stairwell, refuge of cell phone talkers who i wish were all talking to each other...
*** songs for doctor casino's album, recording officially recommences tonight barring something exciting going on in the world: ***
* crush song (aka kathleen hanna song, natasha murphy song)
* startin' fires
* some variant on 'get on the boat'?
* some variant on 'joe's house'
* some variant on 'havin' fun'
* covers would be fun, so many i'd love to do....
*** songs that should be in my future dj mix setlist: ***
* kriss kross, 'jump around'
* britney spears, 'i'm a slave 4 u'
* toybox, 'tarzan and jane'
more later
dreamed last night that black arrow spotted my plots on her and questioned them indirectly, i told her half of the truth and she accepted it. there were also three mentally disabled but powerful burglars invading the house, they cut the phone lines but i managed to escort one of them upstairs where i could slip to lotus's tiny room and use a flashlight and shouting to communicate with someone on the street. the cops came. i awoke and spent hours in bed rewriting this dream and improving my plan. there is much much more that i don't remember.
she said "cure the blues."
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